not only have i not written in some time...but it's also about that time of year again.

the dreaded....

birthday.

4 days. am i excited? this year...actually...yeah. a bit.

okay no. a LOT.

i haven't had a party since i turned 16. and i'm having one this year. mom's making me a birthday dinner (lasagna is the tradition...it's my absolute fave) and my bestie (Evan) will be coming for dinner...and Shawna's bestie (Geena) will be coming as well.

then we're off to the bar where i'm going to get trashed. and then home for the partay...where i will get more trashed. and i have monday-tuesday off! woot. i'm going to not remember this one...again. but at least i'll be getting drunk because i'm happy and with friends, and not because i'm lonely and depressed because nobody cares.

i feel amazing right now.

-kage jonas